It's time to be a man they told me I don't understand the notion
I refuse to be anything at all
And I'm not sorry for the way that I feel
I'm lost inside this body, a vessel that cannot be real
What am I? "Fucking freak."
I know, I'm lower than the low
Dying at worst, dysphoric at best
Nothing beats inside this hollow chest
I wanna cut my hair
I wanna change my clothes
I wanna throw myself into the sun and always be alone
I wanna end it all
I wanna let myself go
Constant state
Of panic and alarm
I'm never safe
Always in the way of harm
This isn't how
I was meant to live
I wanna cut my hair
I wanna change my clothes
I wanna find a place that I can finally call my home
Until then I'm lost
Until then I'll be alone
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